MANILA, Philippines?(UPDATE 2) ?Minahal ko si Hayden.?

This was the statement of Katrina Halili at the start of a Senate committee hearing on the spread of videos showing her steamy trysts with controversial cosmetic surgeon Hayden Kho.

Teary-eyed, Halili said she had no inkling Kho?s ?kiss and embrace were simply scripted.?

?Wala po akong malay na ang bawat yakap at halik ay scripted,? she said. ?Buong-buo kong binigay ang puso at kaluluwa ko sa isang lalaking gumagawa pala ng sarili nyang pelikula.?

?Ang tanga ko, imbes na doctor, director pala,? she said.

Halili said the scandal brought shame to her and her family. The videos have been uploaded on the Internet and also being sold by video pirates in the underground market.

?Opo artista po ako. Trabaho ko po ang maghatid ng tuwa. Pantasya ng telebisyon at pelikula. Pero tulad ng iba, may pribadong buhay din po,? Halili said.

?Sa pagkakataon pong ito, dangal ko at dangal ng pamilya ko ang pinag-uusapan dito.?